A blog to remember or forget ? Make your choice now

2012-01-23T09:25:00.000+05:30

Thought of the moment:-

Change the circumstance and the result will change suitably.

I use these words in my health issues and it works for me very comfortably.
Explaination of this line to be posted later.

The Masters i like to talk about

2011-11-27T18:15:00.001+05:30

Here is a partial list of masters i like:- Abraham Hicks,Anthony Robbins,Ariel Ford,Bob Procter,Burt Goldman, Carlos Casteneda,David Hawkins,Deepak Chopra,Doreen Virtue, Greg Bradden, Jack Canfield, James Allen, Silva, Larry Winget,Louise Hay,Marianne Williamson,Mike Dodley, Napolean Hill, Og Mandino, Sedona, Wallace Wattles and Wayne Dyer.

If you have read heard or want to discuss any works of these masters, feel free to connect to me.

When i changed the way i looked at my birthday,

2011-09-19T07:13:00.000+05:30

As per my religious calendar today is my birthday. Amongst one of the many things, a visit to a certain place of worship is essential. Last night i visited the same place of prayers. Being a religious family, this is the same place where my parents have taken me many a times, and many a birthday /times my uncles had taken me there.
Last night i visited the place alone.
Coming to this same place of worship alone made me realize i had changed the way i looked at things now, other than, when i was a child who visited this avenue.

When i was a kid, in this place visited with my uncle, i would finish my prayers and run around on the carpet stars, asking my uncle to finish his prayers early so we could go to uncles house for the birthday party and eat cake and dinner and meet others and play.

The parties are long gone and over. Many a cakes have been cut, many a gifts received. Time stood still.

Last night i found no party to go to, no one waiting for me, no uncle by my side, who i could ask to hurry up. Everything remained the same. I was the same but i wished for the few moments back with my uncle, wishing i never rushed him. Had i not asked him to hurry up, last night i would not have these memories.The venue remained the same, my body was also the same, but the abscence of energy of those past moments with my uncle preaching me good thoughts was missed.

That was then, this is now.
Walking alone the path now, i find no footsteps,
i walk alone cause i remain, on the path before me i know,
many a greater souls have treaded before, i seek to run the same.
i walk slowly knowing the path will remain, but i will perish
cause thats the way the journey will stay.
I walked slowly on purpose, and enjoyed the way.
People behind me will never know what thoughts came my way
They will make their own thoughts here, cause the destination remains without any delay

My attendance in mini workshop 3 - Head to heart

2011-09-04T10:07:00.004+05:30

Bring it on!!! "Head to heart" picture depicts how i am right now, after attending the workshop. More on that later. First things first, At the entry of ISRA, the "north met south", sweet smiling faces,salutations and hand shakes with the peeps . Once inside, heeeellloooossss to the known faces. Plonked myself into seating. Left/right looking around, awaiting for people to come in. Small chit chat started.
Instant bonding over the first &second workshop and then onto some raves and rants about my blog posting for the 1st workshop.

Head to Heart with me in between

Ummm, a lady told me she could not express herself in words, the way i do. WHOA!!! do i write well? ok if you say so! Compliments taken, meek shy smiles given out,and as i was talking about the "affirrmation bathe" process of the second workshop.... Lo and behold an elderly lady just joined into the conversation. This lady was our trainer for the 3rd workshop !!! Kirti was her first name.

Surprise number one. Took a meditative pose, deep breathing started while the class attendance came into order. As usual Shashank & Sneha ( the ISRA peeps) coordinated their best efforts to get the session kick started. Its raining outside, the traffic is on and people are yet to come in..... The session started with the quorum attendees.

As mentioned in the earlier, pre session blog post, i had attention and intention on this workshop. I forgot about my intention once seated and class started.
The first exercise was to write down something on problems and all i could write on the worksheet " All is perfect in my world". I just did not have any problems. What could i write about ? Im happy and i understand everything about my current world. I shared this with the trainer, she understood what i meant and was OK with it. We also did some instant drama where in there is a bull at the door. Reactions. Amit has recorded this session, If i can get the videos from him, i will post a link to it here.Everyone was amazingly dramatic, I enjoyed the "bitchy mother in law" session played by group 1. Amazing!!! The mother in law and the wife roles were played to perfection. I had to clap for them. Made me laugh!!

Minutes into the session time dragged on and i heard an interesting word "neuro pathways" Now this is where my attention went. "bring it on i said to myself," as i could realize something amazing was about to unfold.
WHAM!!! Right on, the lady was explaining the concept on SUGGESTIBLES" and the first was named "PHYSICAL ". As much as i tried to avoid it, every line she said somehow connected its meaning to me. It was like discovering myself through a 3rd person ( nopes, no no no, not 2nd person no no no) Whose the 2nd person sssshhhh!!!!

Which way do i go now ?

Surprise number 2 :-I was taking notes and i wondered if these lines were about me ? i doubted and i asked my queries.
Until she came to a particular line which was the line i needed to hear and this sealed my doubts, That description was me.
Then few moments later, I am sure none of the participants heard her say this line, As she said this line, the room was into total criss-cross conversational discussions. And i heard her reply to my doubt " A microscope cannot look into itself ? you need another microscope". Wham i felt englightened. Reason? I had just discovered the moment that she was the microscope that looked into me ( microscope for others). She also explained, you can solve everyone else's problem but not yours. I shook my head sideways in doubt. She clarified her sentence and i shook my head, up &down, this time in belief.
There was one line, amongst the physical suggestibles which undoubtedly made me believe that i am a "Physical" suggestible. What is that line ? Hehehehhe!!! Sssshhhh once again,
Once i accepted that, every line fitted as if my own description. I was back into my comfortable non-englightened zone once again.
I repeated the words mentally, ISRA means journey and i am in ISRA, how can i be back to where the journey started from, I shook off my old conditioning and started making an internal new neuropathway. This is where my previous learnings and readings came in handy. I was in simple joy to discover the person i had always been and i learnt a trick about solving my personal dilemna. For "physicals" to outshine and be in their element, we need " Relationship".
I have personally experienced this feeling which cannot be phrased and now i know its all about having a relationship bond. If that bond is perfect, "physicals" become light of the family/workplace/parties. Why was i not in the spotlight for such a long time ? RELATIONSHIP!!!!! And if not in spotlight , recluse! retreat back in life,
She recommended "Breathing out exercises"for all Physical suggestibles". I had to scribble this down on my writing pad. Why am i at ease? Cause i now know exact the "ISRA" that i have to take. I have to learn to do "Breathing out" so shall it be!!!

Suprise number 3:- This was a learning for me, why people cannot take decisions for themselves, and why people behave and react in a particular manner. The "Emotional" suggestible type of people just cannot make up their own minds. Its not their fault, What is the cure for this ? " Walk it out " she said, I smiled, as i rephrased it to "Take a walk". I learnt a good deal of both types being opposite and i could for once relate this to relationships.

There was a SOMNAC type which is a mixture of the above 2 suggestibles. They change like chameleons to adapt to a situation.
At the end of this session i felt the intention , i posted pre workshop blog spot had come true. When i walked out of this last workshop,
The 3 workshops attended and one ISRA completed. Was it worth the time, Yes, good people to learn along.
Sneha et Shashank are good peeps who participate in each of the sessions. I like the manner in which Sneha always clarifies many a things and adds her value addition to each session. Shashank can be remembered best for 1) being a director of the company and 2) the timely and best tea/samosa server * he he he he * He manages everything to be on time,
Thanx to both of you sweet people, Good company ISRA, great workshops, good participant crowd. very well done !!!
As i end one ISRA, i am about to find a path that leads to the 2nd ISRA (journey). Few heart felt words from me to all of you:-
I came to follow i found myself leading, who leads me into the path i seek,
When i looked back, i saw a dark light, when i looked ahead i found everything in sight.
Thank you ISRA , Thank you each of the trainers, and thank you all participants who accompanied me

THANK YOU ALL

Before attending the "Head To Heart" mini workshop

2011-09-03T08:42:00.001+05:30

Exciting morning, its a rainy day and i look forward to the 3rd mini workshop this evening. "Head to heart". I anticipate it to be an experience. My attention is here on it already and my intention is to ensure i have an amazing experience and lot of fun.

The idea of attending workshops involves money which could be expensive for some and i would recommend it to those who have already gained some expertise in the subject matter of choice and THEN attending most of the workshops.

Ideally a work shop would review some basics of the subject matter (Unless specified to be more advanced), provide an introduction into more higher next level and be a bonding place for the like minded. You could change these dynamics, There is a new way to think always. As you think, so shall it be!

Past conditioning occupies most of our thoughts everyday, Every day we think the same thought behavioural patterns and provide nuturing to the mental capacity we hold within ourselves. When we were children we are taught to think. Some children are taught not to think, accept the world as it is. Yes there are people who were taught not to think for themselves. What are you teaching yourself now, has its roots way back to childhood. And if you havent taught yourself anything new, time to change. Just read a book simplest way to learn, and of course the internet is always on. Research some topics of interests on the internet and you are better than 99 % of the world who didn't do this research. That is how you become better. You do things, others have not done before or you do it better than those who have already done it.

So its in the better interest of the self, so enroll in a workshop, observe meet strangers, some in the best moments of their lives, some at the worst moments in their life, and watch this unfolding of group participation and take some value.

My attention is "anything interesting can happen now" and my intention is more deeper mentioned above.
At times nature decides to change the dynamics for me and i feel helpless. At such moments i feel i have to surrender to the higher will of the source god and follow the path it leads me in life.
The work shop is few hours away and there is a trial highway run between my heart and head already.
I think i am ready for that workshop now.

Once i attend that workshop, I shall post my review of the workshop later.Let this wonderful day unfold.

My attendance in a mini workshop - Heal Your Life - Louise Hay

2011-08-30T09:15:00.000+05:30

This review is for the 2nd workshop held at the same venue of the 1st workshop. That was a saturday, This day was a Sunday. Timing 9:30 am * amazement look* OOOhhhhhh, aaaahhhh, sunday morning !!!!!

All i can say to this is "Whuuuu bring it on !!! what a rush !!! exciting! amazing !!! good decision too!! The sweet people at ISRA at the "east meets west " welcome done, "hellooooos" said at random and seated where empty space available !!

Now i found myself in attendance on the "Louise Hay" mini workshop. New faces , new energy into the room, and yes the room was packed with energy. "Wwwwhhuuuuuuuu bring it on !!" once again.

The trainer was a nice lady who had attended the original "Louise Hay" workshop, travelled & trained across the globe. There was something simple yet magnetic about this lady. Somehow i could relate this lady was someone who walks her talk. After the first few minutes i could see this lady was in her element of training work. She knew her stuff! she had a work book in hand and all material handouts given. I could already anticipate this workshop would NOT finish off in 4 hours time !!! Was i correct? * nods head in agreement *

Few moments as usual entertained me, as i smiled to myself listening to the different participants. Some had read the works of Louise Hay and some had not. This was the bonding factor between the trainer and the people around.

Me? I choose to be silent. I kept my urge to speak out mainly because my cup was not yet full, There is a threshold of silence i choose, and then i normally burst out. My cup was NOT yet full. I need that listening, I paid money to listen ? not to speak out ? Hehehehehe!!! Jokes aside.

I listened and i heard, and i listened and i heard , a lot of knowledge flowing criss cross from trainer to the participants and from them back to the trainer. I spoke when the cup of my inner silence flowed over.

I knew what i had to take back from this workshop! I awaited for that moment. I needed some personal revision on manifestation and affirmations. The workshop unfolded and wham the time to sip tea came.

There were 2 ladies from the 1st workshop and the new participants were none the less in energy. Someone was smiling, someone was giving out grouchy suspicious looks, some were bonding, and few like me were in silence. Now amazing thing i noticed within the room.

I could write a chapter on this new finding. Power ! dare i label it ?

Within the room everyone was automatically a group.even before they realized it. The silent peeps sat together , the agressive peeps sat together, the learned sat together and the trainer gurus sat together. I noticed this within the first few moments of settling in. Now no one knew each other yet the room automatically had this configuration. Was this going to help ? I guess, lets see i said to myself.

There was a moment in the workshop which allowed us to interact with people who perceive us to be different than they are. Yet i suspected people who were the same interacted. Reason ? People hate changes. Or may be i perceived them to be same?

In the workshop, message cards were handed out to be exchanged with strangers within the room. Every one was smiling and i found one particular card come across to me exchanged 3 times right till the end of the workshop.

Ultimately when i read that card for the 3rd time , at the end of the workshop, someone asked me if they could exchange this card with theirs? I exchanged it and the new card unfolded the clues that i needed , to move ahead in life. The die was cast and the various messages was read. I could relate to the messages.

I held back till i could but then at a moment I had to speak about "attention & intention" to the group.They listened, they nodded. Even if one of them really understood this concept, they would have much more value addition in their daily life. What you put your attention on is not necessarily to be your intention. Me, i intend not to fall sick even if someone in the room has sniffling cold. My attention is on my good health not their sickness. I intend to feel happy and healthy wherever i am , with whosoever i am.

There was a fantastic exercise of "affirmation bath" wherein i found myself seated with my eyes closed surrounded by a small group of people who repeated the affirmations around me.

This was a forceful amazing powerful moment. Towards the end of this "affirmation bath" all i could do was "thank you "the people who spoke those affirmations to me. "Whhhuuuuuu" once again, amazing! I thank the people seated around me twice. It was their attention on my intention. This is a powerful moment.

Its not easy for me to keep my eyes closed in company of strangers. And this went through flawlessly no tension no pressure. May be "the power" i said previously took over and i could somehow "trust" myself to keep my eyes closed for those 2 minutes.

Later on i asked myself if i could have closed my eyes to any other 3 participants? Ummm Nopes!!this temporary bonding group was meant to be. Somehow i understood the seating arrangement that i had noticed upon the start of this workshop. They didnt plan it, i noticed it, and i felt it had to have a reason. This was the reason ? May be, may be not, who knows.

The session took well over the time allocated and the previously given handouts were helpful take outs from this workshop.

Bye bye's said and workshop done. 1 day later i found my personal space and thats when i decided a review should be posted here. This is it!

Witnessing nature at its finest

2011-08-28T08:32:00.000+05:30

See this picture, It is a picture of an orchid plant on my balcony . 2 events forced me to take a picture of this plant. One the "bending or turning " flowering stem.

The question that came in my mind was " look at the child being nutured by the main stem, who and how made it turn, why this angle and why after such a long growth of stem?

The reply came, when the flowering stem gives its flowering it will need an extra support at THAT length and THAT moment of flowering time. Is this not a wonderful planning and sequence of event unfolding ? The moment could not gather enough knowledge and verbal languages restrict me to express this feeling.

The closest language allows me to admire my amazement at nature is a line from the lyrics of the song " Sound of silence - People talking without speaking" . For me this is mother nature talking without speaking.
To recap i am amazed that mother nature first put in the main stem , then after months a new stem came next to it, then a new flowering stem came up and it grew straight for a few days and today i see this wonderful change turn resting on the main stem. This means , to take care of the flowering stem, nature had already planned the single main stem long long long moments ago.
A movie i recently saw had these lines in it " Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away."
How true, how true i said to myself , as i pulled the camera away from the amazement.

Same plant, same day , see the new stem coming up from the base , second amazing moment isnt it ? This is a moment that takes my breath away. Amazing nature, Life too unfolds similarly, Thus relax and let nature do its perfection. An audio i heard long time back had this line in it " in my world everything is perfect"

I choose to accept this line and let perfection unfold life with me as a participant in it.

One of my lines :- Nature made everything, why resist and fight with mother nature? You cannot win anyways, so why crib or fight nature? Join nature and be a witness to the unfolding.

My attendance in a mini workshop - Exploring your inner child

2011-08-21T11:03:00.001+05:30

Who? What? I am 37 years old and you want me to explore my inner child?
Ever heard from someone you love utmost " Stop acting like a child/ or You are a child " ? Well i have heard this line from someone i loved utmost many a times.

Alrighty then, ever witnessed this moment ?:- you wake up and the first thought that strikes you is i am a child,i dont have to worry about time. Then you ask yourself,what is the time right now? your half open eyes and you feel 2 possibilities. 1) it is the normal time you wake up everyday , OR 2) is it the late afternoon and you over slept after a long time. Time ? What is time ? I do not wear a watch. Concept of time does not hold meaning to me personally.

How did this experience come about ? Well take a journey to the inner child within you.

Recently in continuing my journey to self development ( Journey is on since more than 15 years by now..) i came across an advertisment with 3 mini workshop series.I never read advertisments and usually skip through. But subconciously i had somehow read that advertisment and thrown the paper away. Few hours later within the day i recalled that advertisement did not have an address but phone numbers, so i decided to at least find out the information and then decide. I thought most of these programs are done by half trained or not trained at all make a-quick-buck charlatans and i would know much more than the trainers. True story !!!!

Then after 2 days i found out the paper and called the first mobile number. I expected a half motivated receptionist in some company to dole out the information. Already i had researched the information, visited their website,( although not mentioned in the advertisement).
I had infact more knowledge than that mini series. I already listened to audio of much greater masters in the subject and this i have been doing for many a years now. I start my day with positive preachings of masters in various mind body fields. It is a better option than opening the morning newspaper and seeing bad wrong doings splattered across in gory details across the world. If its not that, then you find advertisements in colorful drama. The work shop advertisment was viewed listening to one such audio series. This advertisment was simple and to the point.

So now, for me the situation is :- I know about the subject, i dont know what this workshop will dole out, after all its a 4 hour workshop and the subject is much wider.

I called up and much to my astonishment, the number was not reacheable. Again i let it be. Then i received a call back from the number and the guy on the other end was polite, fluent in english, and like i expected some information was spewed out with the conversation. The guy knew his job well. Good work Jeet ! thank you !!! I was impressed. And it takes a heck lot more than normal to impress me ( and he was a male )
A man impressing upon a man is much much harder and i am known not to be impressed by most people and easily bored at the quickest opportunity.i do not like to tolerate and i rate my time more valuable & important than anyone else.

Jeet's language and the manner in which he "doled" out the information made it interesting, and then he gave out the last piece of information "costs" . I had already known the costs ( as i had done my homework very well).The advertisment did not mention any costs with it. The website did. Hehe he he he !!!
I smiled as he mentioned "the costs per work shop" and i told him i wanted to enroll for all 3 workshops. He offered me a 15% discount and it didnt make a difference to me ( why not? is mentioned below) but since he offered it to me i was happy that this is not an establishment who is on with the sole purpose to make money. Most others are, and its not a sin to earn money. But i say atleast do it with some style and a honest attitude.

Alright they dont accept online credit card payments. $#@$#@ i said to myself how in the world !!!! what kind of joint is this ? But for me the journey to self development was to take a step further. And i had identified this step irrespective who conducted it. The step had to be taken. Money had to be given and i had to enroll myself as a gift to myself. It was affordable.

Problems :- registration was confirmed against receipt of payment. They offer online deposit into their account which i did not use as my preferred mode of payment. Only 2 days left for the workshop and a courier would take 1 day for delivery. Plus added problem they didnt have seats, so my confirmation was waiting in line, as number 3. If those 3 people did not turn up then he would call upon me. At the same time i was very confident that i would get the seat.

So confident in the conceptual belief. While talking to jeet on the 3rd phone call i wrote down the cheque and gave him the number of the cheque. After some time he confirmed my participation and seat. Thank you Jeet, pleasure to talk to you. Never met the man but I think he is cool "dude" !!

On the venue i turned up on time to enter the workshop. That venue building is not a 5 star work place, im used to 5 star work buildings.Life has pampered me well atleast with few personal moments. Lo and behold !!! I tried to find the venue on the 1st floor and i saw 2 pretty smiling individuals, one man in jeans, one lady in traditional indian dress. Immediate i said "East meets west" in my mind and i asked the man if this was the venue of the organization. He smiled & shook my hands at the entrance and the pretty lady gave a welcoming smile and that sealed the "warm welcome". I entered the room and i saw 3 ladies seated and talking with each other. Now they were starring at me, i whispered a "helloooo" and took a seat . Remember the part of me getting bored very
easily ? Next 15 minutes started to amaze me yet bored me.But i have my own moments to keep myself entertained. For me the world is a "funny place" and i found their usual activities making me smile and at one time burst into a wider smile with laughter. ( This is what i do in places where i find myself waiting for something to happpen).

Then more ladies entered. I said to myself "aside from the man in jeans its going to be one big kitty party". Dont get me wrong, but they were married well settled and i, a single 37 year old surrounded by them. * big Gulp* ....Each of the ladies well dressed and affectionately & instantly connected with each other and this was a pleasure to be surrounded between such friendship and comaradrie.
Mind transforms into matter, This is my belief. So i introduced the thought of enjoying laughing and sharing my wide knowledge with these participants. Bring the fun on !!!! Lo and behold, the pretty lady in the pretty indian dress kick started the session , introduced us to a lady who seemed to be"very high on life" I waited and awaited. The session started and the energy of this "high on life" lady filled the room with excitment. I was at total ease during the entire session, and not bored for a moment. The moment i sensed there was a requirement for input from my side, I said my $0.2 cent worth statements. There i discovered a lady who claimed she was diagnozed with cancer. Her face potrayed the fear of that diagnosis she was given. DAHYM !!!! time for me to make my statement to the group. Moments ago my $0.2 cent line was " it is not the event, its the meaning you give to an event" and i had to help the lady and the group. I made a statement that when you are happy, your cells are happy and the body starts to make interleuken. which is a powerful anti cancer natural cure within the pharmacy of our own body when you are sad , then your cells are sad and they work sadly and this in turn effects and ensures the meaning you give to that event.
The session continued and i was surprised and glad to know they all clapped for me. * Big Gulp * and i thought everyone knew this?
Studies i have read say, interleuken is produced within the body when you really enjoy yourself. ITS NOT THE EXPERIENCE IT IS THE INTERPRETATION OF THE Experience. NEVER , EVER THE EVENT ITSELF. tHE EVENT HAS NO MEANING BY ITSELF.

To me, i have learnt and known enough to understand that a doctor's diagnosis of cancer does NOT mean anything at all, "Cancer is a name given to a specific discovery within the body, inside the blood and cells. Every body has cancer, its junk bad cells and its eliminated by the beauty of the body functionality. I strongly believe, when you laugh heartily and have lots of fun, your good cells within the body start their production. Happy cells start happy work which is elimination of the bad cells within our body.
These are my own personal belief and not to be construed as any medical advice, I am a manager not a doctor.
My advice, life is a field of infinite possibilities, with wide probabilities. Years ago i heard this line, if you take a watch to a man who owns a hammer, he is going to use his hammer on THAT watch. Dont blame him, but your watch will not be a watch for a long time. If you take your new car to a mechanic, he HAS to open the bonnet and its functionality has to be tinkered to HIS satisfaction, not yours. A watch repairman would never repair a watch to show the perfect time, thats his job which earns him money and you have to keep going to him often to get your precious watch repaired. If you visit a doctor, its either the doctor's interpretation or yours.

One time a surgeon /doctor told me i needed surgery for a 1 inch bleeding growth in the center of my chest. My mother who was along with me & she had to hear these words from the doctor " there is a possibility of cancer and its close to the heart. I will do a laser surgery and within 2 hours your son will be alright, no scars and medication to be continued .
This was more than a decade ago, in my college going days. Mom was scared and we immediately agreed to it. Minutes later my inner child said "he has a new laser machine which he has to use on me.. Lets skip this. try ayurveda try something else, try. Till date im glad to say no surgery and that growth is a miniscule protude somewhere on my chest. Till date no chest pain or anything. It didnt grow, it started disappearing because of the meaning i gave it.

Coming back to the session, we learnt how to drum, learnt a nice manner to get in touch with the inner child.
The participants were all nice folks, the trainer knew her job very well and was impressive. The people at ISRA did impress upon me and i got what i wanted from the workshop. I woke up this morning as a child and exactly like my child like behaviour. Thats when i felt the workshop was effective and gave me an urge to put this positing on my blog and make it a memorable read. Thank you.

The bees and the flowers

2011-04-04T16:12:00.000+05:30

As i sip on this exotic mixture of ceylonese green tea infused with moroccan mint , i wondered if its time to make this particular posting.....
The mind said no, the heart said yes, and an inner voice said , at least post the pictures...
so here we are:-
OPast few weeks a couple of bees have made my plant as their refugee home and they are quite persistent on making it. So i understand their intention. and nature wants me to take a look at these beautiful marvels, right in the comfort of my own home balcony.
Close up of the bee :-

Take a look at this little bee. and its home the bee hive, the natural design and the picture is not inverted at all. This is the position of the bee and its hive. Location::- one of my flowering plants. Now onto the new plants in my balcony....

Take a look at another beauty:- The "Raat Raani", the mysterious flowers open ONLY at night and reveal a heavenly scent which spreads across ...... These are new plants on my balcony. I like the concept of nature being a 24X 7 X non stop operational set up.
*Thumbs up to the gods that created this mysterious earth and its wonders*

The most original and sensible post for MTNL 3G settings in N97 mini

2011-03-18T08:37:00.000+05:30

In moments of intense exchange of thoughts, a very wise learned man once said to me. Life is very simple, dont complicate it with your understanding. Initially i didnt understand its meaning, But moments later i had an "AA HAAA " moment and understood what the wise man really meant.
I recently got myself an airtel 3g connection, within half an hour found it makes more common sense to get a MTNL number and give up this airtel number.

After this phase i could not for the love of internet find settings on MTNL 3G. Like i mentioned before in one of my previous posts, on the internet most of the information is basically cut copy pasted information which really seems like people who post do not necessarily know what they have posted. I found one more interesting fact people who post about mobile phones, do not own them, LOL.Suprisingly this recycled information works well for lower life forms aka humans.
Since i didnt accept this recyled information i searched for the replies i need on my own and present it herewith with an intention to help someone, even if one person is helped, this post will have fulfilled its intention.

This is the easiest way to get 3G settings for any operator in Nokia N97 mini.Start with clicking Applications, then... follow the pictures

Applications ------> Phone Set up --------> Settings Wizard. and click operator. Lo and behold automatically your phone receives its necessary data. Unlike the send sms and call different numbers and helplines, this is a self reliant exercise and suddenly you wonder why didnt you think of this before ? Enjoy your GPRS/3G connection.

3G Airtel Mumbai - A review from an entity trying to be human

2011-03-13T17:35:00.000+05:30

They say when the student is ready, the master shall appear, Similarly it takes me a hug amount of inspiration to write a blog post.

On 9th March 2011, the newspaper front page displayed a HUGE ADVERTISEMENT screaming 3G services had started in mumbai on airtel.
Incidentally i use Airtel for the past few years as my choice of billing provider ( some day ill write on this too) .... 5 minutes later i was on the internet reading reviews from users in other cities, and what i could expect. 15 minutes later than this , i was sipping hot tea and finding instructions to start 3G services.

This is not a post to review their services or processes. To each their own, i write this as my personal review ,raves & rants. Here it begins

Day 1:-Moments later welcome message:- everything enticing on how to select the plan with "budgetary considerations". my view is if they cared about my budget and wallet, they would have priced it free, and its not free, so it means they dont care. After reading around 10 reviews I came to the common sense conclusion the internet is a place of cut copy paste. Why ? Because 100 other links just had the same 10 or so reviews, word to word pasted same.
Then i send across the message and activated 3G. Each one has no information about video calls, because none of these so called gurus experts have any clue, seems they were paid to write that information. i could be wrong and assuming this but then im trying to be human so dont blame me.
News:- 3G services start after following their process, No information, no user instruction.Just a small welcome message. You are supposed to carry a grin on your face watching the 3G icon under the signal strength bars and please intimate yourself that you are welcome to 3G, Then after a lot of hassle and fact finding from other 2 websites i found out 3G activation is 1 part, you are supposed to select a 3G plan exclusively elsewhere and thats another process. Complied with the same and on advice on a colleague took the 100 MB for Rs:100 basic plan. Went through this same process twice to ensure 3G services actually start.
Day1 evening i cleared all my counters in my N97 Mini. This was done to check how much MB would actually be used per day per application per click, per everything that i could understand.
Speed tests revealed i was getting 80 kbps on my mobile ( where are the so called self proclaimed speeds of Mbps? didnt see any of those high speeds at all)
Day 2
The gods were pleased and lo behold 3G day begins, installed email application ( ensured it doesnt download full email , but only headers and that too i didnt download till now) then downloaded and installed 2 small (2 mb & 1 mb ) apps. Then surfed few websites here and there to check the speeds. Websites opened fine ( im not satisfied as with a 3G i was expecting it to load much faster ) Checked the data useage, showed a whopping 30 MB downloaded and 2 mb uploaded ( i dont need any information on this so skip using this bit of information when u reply my ranting as per normal human tendency)
Day 2 Afternoon , im convinced airtel 3G is NOT for me, neither is AIRTEL and this is due to the high rates and the pricing policy. I am well within the trying and testing Rs:100 per 100 MB selected package.Found out a 3G welcome page exists and that incremental costs per GB are higher
Day 2 Evening, I have narrowed down MTNL as a better service provider irrespective to whatever whoever says, and would be changing from airtel to MTNL within this week. the rates are much cheaper.

My personal obervations and understandings:-

I have not yet even done my first video call -The only reason one should ever undertake 3G is video calling and nothing else.
The entire gamut of airtel 3g world seems to me personally a reincarnation of a failed WAP portal, which entices you to download everything at a cost.
On day 2 i feel as if this entire Airtel 3G thingie is a resurrection of WAP portal. leaving aside the video calling facility.
Totally unhappy with 3G hype. except for the benefit of video calling.
But happy to change this service provider to a cheaper government owned service provider. Might take Mobile Number portability (MNP) and keep the number of my yesteryears as same.
I have not yet made 1 video call yet and im changing from airtel to mtnl. Hows that ?
To end this post i repeat a few words that i had read In a business book, "take care of the eccentric first, the others dont need any more care".

My Rudraksha Mala

2010-12-26T20:48:00.002+05:30

These are pictures of my rudraksha mala

The main big beads mala is made of 1,4,5,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12 and gauri shankar faced /mukhi rudrakshas within a 51 small beads rudraksha necklace.

Believe in yourself

2010-12-13T08:34:00.001+05:30

i came here to follow, i found myself leading,
i started leading others, but who do i seek?
I am the same, one as you,
if you can follow me, you can lead others too

We are all seeds of a plan ( NOT PLANET) called LIFE

2010-12-01T08:25:00.000+05:30

Life grows, and we are all seeds. Life is a resulting fruit.

To grow life, we need to "live".A force and a feeling are the same.

This morning brings in a desire to review this fruit of a post. How did this result?

Process :- 10-12 years ago i bought a very expensive magazine and while reading it I saw Dr.Deepak Chopra's picture Then totally unrelatedly i came on the internet and i heard of Anthony Robbins's good work. I heard Anthony Robbins for nearly 5 years off and on. Then, I heard about Dr. Deepak Chopra ( in anthony robbins interview). I recalled the picture of "the doctor" and hesitantly the journey to pursue his masterpieces.

(Lao Tzu said the journey of a million miles begins with a single step.) Very true, true !!

The Masters :-

So from seeing a magazine picture of Dr.Deepak Chopra ( 15 years back )to Anthony Robbins, back to Dr.Deepak Chopra, the journey began slowly and then one after the other, i heard of Dr.Wayne Dyer,Carlos Castaneda,Larry Winget, Louise Hay,Abraham Jerry & Esther Hicks,Cheryl Richarson,Christiane Northrup,Doreen Virtue,Gay Hendricks,Gregg Braden, Leon Nacson,Mona Lisa Schultz.

The first time i ever purchased books are the 2 masters Deepak Chopra & Wayne Dyer and read ever read 90 pages from a "small print book " titled Synchrodestiny.

This was nearly a year back and now i believe i am in second gear ( wow! whats the cruise control speed going to be wow !)

As Doreen Virtue said "Because the universe gives up baby steps, one step at a time, its often unrecognized when you're told to go read a book, take a class, call someone,write a letter.
But if we do step A then we are given next set of instructions step B, then we are given next set of instructions step C and it takes us step by step.

ever written a poem/ song?

2010-08-01T08:35:00.000+05:30

Its been quite a while since i posted so here we are,

I ask you, Have you ever written a poem or a song? Wondered from where those lyrics came ?

Well my reply to the same question is YES, but its been more than a decade that i wrote a poem.

Now after learning meditation and listening to words from masters like the great men i respect so much Anthony Robbins, Dr. Deepak Chopra and Dr. Wayne Dyer, i feel its the universal connection.

A strange thing i noticed, The other day i was watching a youtube video for a song i had heard in my teenage days, and same time i looked up the lyrics, The lyrics reading and the song listening coincided. Thats where something happened, Strange , cannot be explained. But a urge to write a something , perhaps a song/ may be a poem came up.

The universe is talking, all this while and will keep talking to us, Problem is we dont listen.

Word of respect to the masters and also to all song writers and poets. Like F.R David once wrote " words dont come easy ".

New Fish Tank New fishees

2010-06-27T18:09:00.000+05:30

My beautiful fishees :- Yes i call them "fishees".

The "Black Ghost" Photographed in my favourite place of the fishtank. See the design in those stones.

One of the fisheetank "old member" :-Presenting Ms.Beautiful - The Neon Blue Gurami, beautiful isnt she. One more picture of her with one of her close friends is posted below.

Ms Beautiful Neon Blue Gurami with one of her old friends following her. See the neon blue & red member just under her tail in this picture. Close friends.

And now the grand finale, picture of the entire tank , do pardon the ugly wire seen in the background. Yes there are a total of 14 fishees in this tank, find them.

My Nokia N97 MINI

2010-06-27T17:51:00.002+05:30

Two days back i bought myself a Nokia N97Mini. Costed me exactly Indian Rupees 19500-.

Sweeeeeeeeet deal i said to myself. Usually i never post a review but the last 2 days forced me to put my thoughts and raves about this phone as my own personal review.May be my words help someone with their own Phone purchase decision or issues with N97 Mini. Here we are :

Now hands on :- HOW TO SOLVE NOKIA N97MINI BATTERY DRAIN PROBLEM IS MENTIONED BELOW ,

Day one battery was already charged in the sealed package that i opened. Very happy as manufacturing date is only 1 month before date of purchase. Played ( internet used for 1 hours , plus many other things were tinkered like setting up IMAP Email as new phone in my hands) around 3 hours with that battery charge after opening the box.

Charged it all night and next day the battery lasted me from morning 10 am to 6 pm with internet on updating the widgets during the day . (apparently this uses battery too much)
I let the battery drain empty full until the phone closed down on its own.
Charged the battery and next day being sunday i started playing the phone to its full use from 6 am onwards upto 11:30 am being on internet all the time in the background, listened to music, downloaded random stuff ( a strict no no for all of you reading me) and maps set up with GPS.
Battery drained to a low, read all about battery drain issue of N97mini , so i took the "charger problem " seriously and was considering doing a "hard reset". Yes i did do a couple of soft resets but that was in vain.
Apparently there is a fix to this battery issue which i tried, Steps
Shut off the phone
Insert charger into phone, whenever the white light screen comes up remove charger.
Let the phone light go off, and switch the power on button.
Now the phone powers on and then charge the phone. ( i charged it for 2 hours approx

THIS SOLVED THE BATTERY ISSUE I THINK
Right now at time of this post, it is approximately 6 hours since the phone has been constantly on, 2 hours on internet on, checked emails, used maps for 15 -20 minutes, played game, surfed random internet and tinkering on. It shows battery charge with 3 bars at time of this post.

I am usually not into posting such issues , but since someone's advice seems to be working for me, i conciously put this post to help someone somewhere resolve their favourite new Nokia N97 Mini battery draining out too fast issue

Updates :- 1 )The very next day of posting the above, the battery lasted for one full night ( i had a program running in background showing a large digital clock, big fonts filling up the screen and alarm. Next day used moderately upto 5:00 pm . It showed one last bar and was charged again. The next night i plan not to run this program and see how much longer it lasts.
2) he next day afterwards, i did not run this clock program at night, and the next day i used the phone with satellite navigation plus the normal daily use, the battery lasted longer

PLEASE CHECK IF YOU HAVE ANY PROGRAMS RUNNING IN THE BACKGROUND, THIS CONSUMES A LOT OF BATTERY EVEN IF RUNNING SILENTLY WITHOUT LIGHT ON SCREEN

After 1Mbps connection results

2010-04-05T20:28:00.000+05:30

The speedtest results post 1Mbps connection, check & compare results between now and before post:-

WOW !!! Impressed See the A in the pingtest of the new connection versus the D previously, and check out the 1.54 Mbps speed download, Lets see how this scenario unfolds.

Pre I Mbps connection

2010-04-01T03:07:00.000+05:30

Time for a small change in internet connectivity. I will be changing over from this current slow connection to much better "1Mbps" connection. Thus i feel the urge to record my slow current connection moment against the future expectations and reflect back in time. This entry would serve that very purpose besides a comparision.

Tonight being my last day of using these speeds. Tomorrow onwards i hopefully would receive my 1Mbps broadband connectivity kit and should be running up smoothly . I understand anything above 256kbps is technically deemed to be named as a broadband connection .

I normally checked my connectivity speed through speedtest.net a free website for the purpose.

Posting tonight 's 2:54 am results for both speed as well as Ping Tests. Read below the slow results:-

The 1st picture reflects my speed test results, I dont find those results impressive at all .
The 2nd picture says PING test results reflect my line quality is very bad, see the "D". Not good at all.

Now after a day or so i will do these same tests and post new results with the faster broadband connection for my personal comparision.

Have you ever been to an Airport ?

2010-01-29T05:27:00.000+05:30

Of all places in the world, i find an airport as a very interesting moment in time.
Chance took me to an international airport, The timing late past midnight, The following are my understanding and insights.

The exuberance, the excitment, the and the captured "come together of beauty charm and poise" of nature comes together to exhibit a strange collective vibration.

Imagine you drive your car 4 hours down a road, when the journey ends, you want to park your car and rest. Why ? because you are tired,

Now compare this, AN airline pilot and his entire crew walk down the ramp /aisle in perfect uniforms, starched without a crease, female crew staff walking behind the senior pilots, in perfect poise , uniform looking as good as new , with a smile on their face, ( some ficticious, some real ) and then the rest of the passengers. Niether the pilot looks tired nor the airhostesses and staff following them.

And they have flown a heck lot more than 4 hours of road travel. Road travel you and I can take a pit stop, In the mid air i doubt if they are allowed to park their planes.
Point made by now i hope you get what i meant here.

Now come back to the airport. Fantastic collective energy flow, some people going, some people coming in, ALL happy faces, some sad ones specially in departure area. But at the arrivals area , the amount of poise charms and beauty of the moment is simply energetic and exuberant.

If you have not yet experienced this moment, it is something worth the while missed, Give it a thought.

Fishees - Beginning of a beautiful friendship

2010-01-28T08:38:00.000+05:30

Picture of little "pinky" & his friend "sharky"

A Rare moment in the fish tank. This could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

Beautiful Orchid on the balcony

2010-01-17T12:42:00.001+05:30

Dear All,

These are few pictures of Orcid flowers growing on my balcony, Although the flowering stick is holding 810 flowers each, i am only posting the pictures of 1 flower each.

The above orchid was photographed after the daily water spray session and i thought the water droplets on it make somehow added to the "purity " of the picture.
Now here is a zoom picture into the flower, see the shape inside, a small peek into the windows of " perfection of nature". 1 of the last 2 pictures below, is of same flower a few hours later, The sun kissing the flowers made it all a special glowing moment.

Wish you all a very happy new year

2010-01-01T01:10:00.000+05:30

here's wishing you all a very happy new year

Fishes - Fishees

2009-12-25T19:58:00.000+05:30

These are few pictures from my newly installed fish tank. A month or so has passed and these little friends are posted. Hope these pictures bring you as much fun and joy viewing them as much as they gave me clicking them,

The Second picture trying to have all the little ones featured.

The third picture, lets try a few favourites

Fish Tank & Fishees

The Shift - Thank you - Dr.Wayne Dyer

2009-12-25T13:09:00.000+05:30

This is what i realized and learnt today.:- The universe has everything in perfect harmony.Every individual every plant every flower every bird is perfectly where the universe's creator "intended " it to be.

The above picture is of the movie i mentioned in the post title.

So,this means we are all where we are supposed to be. The left hand is on your left, the right on its intended place. The hair and the balding is exactly, where it was intended to be, The eyes see color as they were meant to view.

The intention is not the meaning. The meaning is the deciphering of that intention. Example that comes to my mind immediately is hierographics, on the egyptian pyramids.

Of course the point i try to emphasize here is "INTENTION" . Try a small example :- Intend something today, from the base of your heart mind and soul. When you intend something to happen ensure, the part called ego is not accessed. Then leave the intention.
The day that intention comes true, come back here and read this post again.

Pure Intention is a pure force of universe, To access is NOT A SIMPLE THING. It will take time to learn to access the path to intention, then the purity of intention and finally when intention gets processed, we experience a "miracle" .

Miracles do happen, everyday someone somewhere makes a miracle. Lets try to make our own miracle today.

Watch the movie-"The Shift" by Dr.Wayne Dyer. If it doesnt make sense to you, its ok but watch it and if you feel it was a nice movie, drop me a word here.

Magical Moments

2009-12-13T15:56:00.000+05:30

Each one of us has the capacity to give an output equal to magic. Thus magical moments,

The problem exists that we have forgotten to listen and visit those moments and take everything in life as a daily routine.

Few such "magical "moments are :-

Discovering love for the 1st time,

Unexpected winning a million $ lottery

A job promotion

Birth of a child / Holding a new born child in your hands for the first time.

Add you own magical moments to the list.

My message to everyone is " Work your magic people, work it out".

Google Wave Invitees Available Here - Free

2009-11-30T18:53:00.001+05:30

The reply to your "where is the google wave invite available yet ?" is HERE,

Today i have received google wave invite from the powers that be at google.

There are 8 invitees i have, so if you are interested in receiving a free google wave invite from me, kindly drop me a line with your following details :-
1) Name and picture( so i know you are who you claim to be ),
2)Location and
3)Most importantly a reason why you think i should give you a google wave invite ( This better be interesting for me to read ) <---- this is how i will decide whether to invite you to reject you.

You can send me these details via email or comments in this post.

Lets hope this google wave turns out to be interesting for us all.

My email id is poarousasp@gmail.com

Awaiting your responses/email/comments

This blog is worth : $312,857,143.17, Daily Pageviews: 142,857,143

2009-11-17T20:27:00.001+05:30

Were you surprised to read the title?

Congratulations, so was I,

I really dont understand this fancy price tag, but im glad to read it. Made my evening sure.

Word of the street and a nice heavy shout out goes to Mr.Dinesh to point this valuation out at the following website.

Read and check details of this valuation from this url.

http://www.cubestat.com/www.poarousasp.blogspot.com

Now if only some one would show me the money in hand $ 312,857,143.17,

Ka Ching !!!!

This could be the start of a beautiful friendship -Casablanca

2009-11-14T21:47:00.000+05:30

WHAT A DIALOGUE, even better , what a fantastic movie.

I take this dialogue from the movie "CASABLANCA" -
To know its true meaning, see this movie a minimum of three time, start to finish without interuptions of any kind.

Enjoy the movie first, then second time understand the scene to scene relation, and THEN, third time

Sit relax and enjoy the movie. I wonder why old movies have a better real and more relative to real daily life affairs than the latest block busters?

If you have seen the movie casablanca then you would definately know what i mean by this dialogue line

" This could be the start of a beautiful friendship "

Of course, for me i dedicate this line use to some of my pals/masters/gurus/mentors/friends/ from VFM, the best in the business, some even 007, some gurus in their field of passion.

Without you all this line wouldnt be mentioned here. so cheers to you all .

Noticeable name mentions, they know, who they are and what i mean.

The best in the business "w00t" to you all , and thank you - again my attitude of gratitude prevails.

Stay cool, some day someone somewhere will be happy with your friendship too. I am.

Life Changing Decision moments

2009-11-08T12:26:00.001+05:30

There comes a time in every human's life, read life as "mind" when he /she has to make a decision.
"SO WHAT, I do it everyday " ? Thats what most people would immediately blurt out whispering/screaming after reading this line.

This is the interesting part. we do it every single day, yet we do not appreciate the essence, the underyling phenomenon of life that we participate into, every single time we make a decision.

Decision affects you first as the prophet of that decision, then the people who would listen ( read /hear/imagine )to your decision.

All this starts making sense, when you make a life changing decision. A bias would change a life,either yours or either someone else's.

Qualities of a good decision that i have understood from my past experiences include :-

NONBIAS towards self or others
Non judgemental attitude

There are many things in my mind i wish to state here but then i cannot, due to variety of reasons. Making a decision is one of the most important mind energy draining states you can impose of your body. May be thats is why most people avoid or prolong decision taking daily.

A decision may make someone laugh or cry , but then, the decision is part and parcel of the universe's master plan. Even if you make a wrong decision, universe's master plan is such, the fabric weave is perfect, no mistakes seep through it.

May be thats is why the old human masters of humankind left these words for us to read and learn again and again " As you sow, so shall you reap".

The funny thing is a non human object gives me the strength to state and laugh upon it.

Permit me to share the wordings " All Under Heaven" - To understand the essence of these 3 words, you need to see the movie -Hero - Jet Li, A chinese movie, one of my many favourites, that i've seen many times, made such an impact, 3 words is all i understood of that movie and the movie became my favourite onject of desire.

The words by themselves mean different, but when understood and seen from the movie perspective, i can only imagine, the mind of the person 3000 years back when this story is said to have taken place.

You could write it off as "hey , it's only entertainment, god sake's its a movie, get out of it" But i choose to imagine the reality of these three words said way back then, presented in an energetic form, a temporary displacement taken to present a glimpse of energy flow captured within the planet.
Someone could have said it then, and moments have gone past by. Time stood still , from that 3000 years ago till today when these three words come into my mind to guide me into the situation i stand before, to make a decision.

"All Under Heaven "- spoken by a Nameless person way back then, for I know not the name, but your fame exceeds the preservation of heaven.
Thank You, is what i type here, but most people, write back to me saying "thank you" the energy stays within us.

A decision may make someone laugh or cry , but then, the decision is part and parcel of the universe's master plan. Even if you make a wrong decision, universe's master plan is such, the fabric weave is perfect, no mistakes seep through it. May be thats is why the old human masters of humankind left these words for us to read and learn again and again " As you sow, so shall you reap".

Google Wave - My understanding

2009-10-17T10:56:00.001+05:30

So there is a new technology called Google Wave,

Only 1 official website proclaims it is invite only for developers and participative, selective by them.

I found a couple of website on internet asking if you twitter them and email them and or something post somewhere, then they would send you 1 invite to google wave.

My finding :- The human mind wants what it cannot/should not/would not have.

On twitter it is a active topic/subject/trend . But most such people / sites are scam collecting genuine email ids .No invite is sent despite they proclaiming 1 hour efficiency.

They will churn out some excuse or the other as to why the other people got it but not you. Bleh bleh blah blah as usual.Marketing gimmick !

My advice Stay away from such website and only go to the original google wave website for your wave invite. If you get it , enjoy the technology, if you dont, wait for official release.

Wishing you all a Very Happy Diwali

2009-10-17T10:27:00.001+05:30

Dear All readers of this blog, Wishing you all a very Happy Diwali.

Diwali is festival of lights so here we have a small light for you

Enjoy and have a fantastic day, festival or not, just enjoy the day.

All My Twitter Posts are my original writings-Read them all in one place here

2009-10-13T13:59:00.002+05:30

All the below mentioned are my own original tweets and i wanted to share them all together with visitors on this webpage :-

So here we are :-

What else can i offer you here?Words from me to you.The interpretation &the meaning is also yours.What can i take,when i came here to give?

Most professionals have a tough time handling a their company.The designation I shoulder with such ease carries responsibility of 3000 staff

@deepak_chopra What could i share with you? Here is my small tribute to you "Fishes dont try to swim,they swim" - http://twitpic.com/l3yan

http://twitpic.com/l3qt3 - 7 earthly sunrise&sunsets later,the 2 new leaves withstanding the elements,sparkling in the noon sun.Delighted.

Follow me not,for i know not where i'll lead.I know i'll keep walking,even at times when you sleep.I walk nowhere,you'd walk distant away.

If you have the address of god,would you put it on your blog?tweet it?share it with me?i think every one has a private conversation with god
8:16 PM Oct 9th from Tweets60 We are all T.V. presentators.What happens when we dont like a channel?T.V gets switched OFF.Check if your audience has their TV set on/off.

Controversial question:Is there a god?MyControversial answer:Are your eyes open or closed?Whenever closed,can you see/imagine/dream?Open now

@sanket901 We coexist, as different lengths of the same wavelength.Everything,everybody&everyone are same.That plant or us.still the same

http://twitpic.com/ktrjd - A new life emerged to display its share of frequencies.Today displayed as 2 leafs with dewdrop,later a tree.

http://twitpic.com/ktfi5 - A rose opened the doors of my heart this morning.Soon the doors will close.

http://twitpic.com/kk3fk - A flower unfolds. Amazed at the richness of its colour &the beauty.Only a bee can appeciate THIS more than me.

@Deepak_Chopra A bee is always near sweet flowers. We are all bees in our favourite pictures .the nectar food makes the bee happy.

@Deepak_Chopra All wishes reside in the mind.If the eternal light ever asks you "what do you want?"One will be speechless.All that I could say "thank you".

As is the molecule, so is the body.Imagine earth as a molecule in the nervous system of god. Mind you,its just a molecule not even a drop.

The sinner asked the saint : WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN US? the saint replied I WONT EVER REPENT BEING WHO I AM,BUT YOU SURELY WILL, ONCE

Ever get the feeling god has gifted us a perfect life? And despite all our assumed imperfections, they are serving a higher unknown purpose?

Get well soon.experience and expectation met here.

The real zen master treats his/her disciples as equals.The mentor only teaches,never torments.

Participating universal synchronized destiny

Birthday is a day to express an attitude of gratitude.Thank you all for the good wishes.

Every child all around the world talks about dragons,fairies,dungeons. There's history filled with such tales. And we cant see them? Wha ...

Every child all around the world talks about dragons,fairies,dungeons. There's history filled with such tales. And we cant see them? Wh ...

A green parrot can imitate our voice yet be a bird. Who can we imitate ? Please choose a proper good role model in your life.

Weather has turbulence,we get change in emotions. 4 seasons , 4 moods whats the message here?

A green parrot and a little sparrow scream or sing their vocabulary.Merely watching them or listening their voice heals me. Small things ...

Weather has turbulence,we get change in emotions. 4 seasons , 4 moods whats the message here?

I am only a bundle of energy and information in a continum of space and time causation contained within an eternity.

Why is the sky never green? Answer;because the grass is never blue. Do think about it.

Example of distorted illusion:- 9:00 am at 9/09/09 and there will be 9:00pm on 9/09/09.

The world is a funny place.Just look around and you will see what i mean

Watch the movie "HERO" starring Jet Li. Chinese movie with english subtitles.The concept of "All under heaven" now over 1000's of years ...

The most beautiful and important parts of life are free:family,friends,love,nature,weather,god,water,space,time &continuity.And you stil ...

Who understands&appreciates symphony music better?The listening audience?the musician playing it?the composer?magic of frequency layers ...

Frequency range of human ear=16000 -40000 vibrations per second. Electricity =1000million a second.Light&Color=5billion a second

Some books choose us as their readers& then some people chose to read books.Debatable topic.Explain, why some are read 90 pages at time, ...

Putting attention on whatever i want Thoughts are currency,spend it wisely
Putting attention on whatever i want.

Developing an attitude of gratitude - Journey Starts after reaching Destination

2009-10-04T12:57:00.002+05:30

In one of the books mentioned in an older posts, i read thrice by 3 different people "Develop An Attitude Of Gratitude".

I thought of this and started it in my life, also thinking i have always had this habit.
Then i thought why not post a attitude of gratitude " post in my blog here and be grateful for the people who bring me happiness and smile on my face everyday.
There were times when i resisted typing this post.

Today i take the opportunity to break the cycle and post some names of people i've never met or known ever yet im gently grateful to them in a manner unsaid or unheard of.

The drum rolls begins and i type out their names ( not necessarily in order of gratefulness)
What is important for me is i remember them all , althought i try not to miss out any names. If i do then the purpose of the post is unresolved and will not be complete.

All these people are strangers and i've never met them , yet they have played an important influence for me.

Names in my roll call of "attitude of Gratitude" - respect to you all / bow.

1) Anthony Robbins - This is how it started more than 10 Years back , I listened to you.Rest Followed down.

2) Dr.Deepak Chopra - Synchrodestiny - Fishes dont try to swim, they swim, Birds dont try to fly they fly,

3) Dr.Wayne Dyer - Excuses Begone ! - If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at will change.

4) Yanni - THIS is music for the mind and soul.

5) RIL Master - Notani Ramesh, what a concept , what a mind

6) Supremo mentor - Ponmani

7) 007 - Sanket Desai ( look at this, his serial number is also 7 - Hihihihi syncro-destiny my friend )
8) Biggest bear i've ever read about / known Masud sayed -

9) Sharenaga - Bow of respect inserted here, gives 2 possibilities 1 miracle 1 frustration

10)Brijsolution - Thank you kind sir ,

11)nikstrade - Whoever you are sir , God dahym !!! I AM amazed. Keep up the good work.

12)dineshrishi - dinesh dinesh dinesh , this ,sir keeps me tuning into my frequencies.

13) kavitak - Thank you for introducing "fight fight fight"

14) Anil S - magician, now you see me now you don't

15) KPL - Thank you for vfm

There are a few more names i am sure which will be added /updated.
My journey started after reaching the destination.

2 possibilities 1 improbablity

2009-10-02T16:04:00.001+05:30

Some news comes turns out to be bad & sad to listen.

Now opening the door of possibilities, 2 things could happen today,

1 was a miracle 1 was a frustration

Did this bad & sad news frustrate me at first = Yes Of course

Now 1 minute ( 60 seconds later ) my learnings and mentor guidance tells me heck no, what seems like frustration today is in fact a miracle which is disguised as a frustration.

Thought about this line again and again thrice, Then decided to pen it down and put a blog post for this teaches us Learn to control the mind, let the soul and universal co-operation control the body and i am sure this frustration will turn out to be a wonderful miracle soon

Yahoo - Sacred Car on the roadway

2009-09-20T21:35:00.003+05:30

Parking a car in Mumbai,India ( do not know about rest of the world) is becoming something to talk about/conversation piece at lunch /dinner/ day after breakfast / tea-coffee corner chit chat and other socially acceptable occasions.

Bang head on key board and continuing the following post in the numbness ....

So You own a car ? Big deal, every one does these days.

Chances are the corner panwala owns a bigger vehicle than you, a more expensive one, chances are the guy you despise everyday, yeah the same fictional imaginary guy who quints his eyes when you pass by him, he owns a bigger stretched vehicle than yours.
Your friend may own a vehicle larger in size,shape and price than yours.

And dont get started on which uncle in what locality owns what exotic vehicle, the same you had in your dream last night !! ( if you are a man it's easier to corelate to this last sentance :d ).

Now you own a small teensy weeny fuel efficient vehicle, a pride symbol, something very close to your heart after all, you bought with your own money ( or are working to pay it off in monthly installment style ( do excuse the head bang, previous numbness started fading off here).

So we have a car, do we have a parking space ? The word "No" involves 2 letters, "Yes" involves 3 letters. We chose Yes and No, depending on where we are.

Outside a movie hall / office /residencial building/visiting some restaurant / new spot in town / anywhere/ everywhere/ the list continues .... so try parking your vehicle on the streets, better still make it a sunday or a holiday and add in late night time ( 11 pm would do fine).

The friendly pan spitoon friendly yet "sidey" Pay & park guy emerges from a dark corner shows up in a filthier than the rag picker on the street "uniform" shirt, with a machine in hand that makes funny noises and prints everything except your vehicle number, day,date and time. Besides that, you get some numbers which do not make any sense to any one without numbness in the forehead, the charge is always "extra".

You know its extra amount not the real amount, he knows its extra, he pretends you don't know it, and you pretend you really don't know it YET you just pay it off to him , just to get rid of the guy .

Open the door for your beloved one ( i am presuming you did not go to the movie/party/occasion that ends at night/some meaningful event.. alone you creepy mind , and if you did then you fought with the pay & park molestor )

Back to the vehicle, your sanctuary of peace and solitude on the streets. That is you paid the guy Or else you could have parked your car in some discrepit lane where your stereo and tyres /car logo/ miscellaneous are stolen the moment you leave the autocop beep locked.

Now cars are very sacred to Indians, its sacred to me, I have a bell *ting ting * in my car. The lord is with us in our heart and car. I've seen stickers of various deities/gods/goddesses. Trucks have "Horn Ok Please" rest of us have our versions of the same. Recently i am seeing a lot of "Baby on Board" stickers. Now I need to figure out whose the bab?, The girl driving the vehicle or is that the mother ?Couldnt figure this one out on that car atleast. Some people have a sacred deity idol of small / medium size and i have even seen a small temple with 3 colored (red green and blue ) bling bling lights in a mercedes at a signal next to me.

The same bling bling light plastic shelter minus the lord icon was again seen by me, second time in a Taxi. I scratched my head both times, in the taxi due to a dirty head roof and my blading head allergy to dirty taxi roofs.

The car is a luxury not a necessity some say, but those who have 1 and only one automobile possesion claim it is a necessity not a luxury. Roads bumpy however they be a reminder of what roads used to be. Need to drive Get a road not a car is the motto the world will realize soon. ( you read this concept first here)

Pay & Park a novelty concept indeed.Pay what and park what/where/why?

I could ramble more , but then i guess for today these words mean enough. The pain is coming back which means either i bang head on keyboard more and continue, but then that means i could need a new keyboard. :P

Few words which mean a lot to me

2009-08-22T17:42:00.001+05:30

We say the stars twinkle, I say the eyes blink.
So who is right and what is wrong.
We are all the same, ( the stars and us, & You and me)
Only a distance away. - Poarousasp Mistry

Synchodestiny & others

2009-08-22T16:40:00.007+05:30

For a long time i did not possess a urge /desire to read small print.
A small funny incident ( funny when i remember the way it unfolded) happened, changing a boring & lazy sunday morning into something filled with energy & excitment.

So we went to this out of close range, far away book store and i found myself buying few books and 1 related video of some serious people who I have listened/heard about, since past 10 years.

Name of Video =
The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success
Name of Books :-

Synchrodestiny - Dr.Deepak Chopra - Picked up this book 1st to read, could not put it back down, read 90 pages at one go before lunch.( This is from a person who doesnt like small print !)

The power of Intention - Dr.Wayne Dyer
The Book of Secrets - Dr.Deepak Chopra
Manifest Your Destiny - Dr.Wayne Dyer
Inspiration Your Ultimate Calling - Dr.Wayne Dyer
The Ten Commitments - Dr.David Simon

Few other books that i have come across before this purchase are :-

Excuses Be gone - Wayne Dyer

Wisdom of the Ages – 60 days to enlightenment- Wayne Dyer

How to Get what you really want – Deepak Chopra

Escaping the prison of the intellect – Deepak Chopra

Training the Mind, Healing the body – Deepak Chopra

There is a spiritual solution to every problem – Wayne Dyer

I would strongly recommend these books to be read.

If you have read any of these books/titles, I would like to hear your opinions, rants about them. :)

Is it all a lie ?

2008-11-22T09:44:00.000+05:30

I have this notion, that the world is a lie ,

My existence - a lie, a small speck of sand in the ocean of time, unnoticeable, thus unexisting, thus you wouldnt really know if i existed ever.

Your life - a lie again, you think you know what you are doing, but you don't, <----- Read thrice and think again, you really dont know what you are! how would you know what you are doing ? or what you will be doing for that matter again !!

The reality is only imagination. One man's imagination is another man's reality. Example:- You and I think of going up in space and watching earth ( waving our hands and tears of joy package reflecting at the earthly deeds, once we are in space ) BUT the people on spacestation ( selected few individuals- (best of the best types) are already in space watching the earth every moment of their life , even right now and may be one of them is imagining - enough of this zero gravity, let me get my feet back on ground.

Another common notion- The person who is motivated says - I am motivated ( Motivated enough to do what i ask ?) The person who is not motivated says - I am not motivated ( good grief why would you need motivation if you spell it out in public - if you ask for help, i think it is only because of your need to connect to people and get their sympathy

Its all a lie - Remember you read it first here !

Gmail Invites available here

2006-03-25T13:43:00.000+05:30

Ok i have a couple of gmail invites 50 to be precise at the moment . If you need a gmail invite then all you have to do is post a request here as comment below.
Put in your full name , where you from, what you do in life , your age and most importantly why you think i should send you an invite.

Invites keep increasing as and when gmail tops it up.
Current status :15 invites available

My first blog posting here * let the drums roll *

2006-03-06T19:45:00.000+05:30

alright kiddies , Ladies to the left , geentlemen to mah rite ! boys and girls close your eyes,
WHY ?
Cause i plan to make this blog my best effort to date. After all i am lazy and this blog is just a confirmation to ensure i do something worthy in my worthless spare time .

Lets think of my first blog post topic . UUMMMMM how about i stop making this blog and go make my profile a little worthwhile eh ? The cause is worthy and i dont think this song will last long enough for this blog, so lets the games begin and yeah you can start wishing me happy blogging ( did i just make up a new line !!!) remember you read it first here.

General rule of blogs , as i understand, girl blogs get more hits and stereo typical responses just to get to know them better from weird hairstyled guys. So relax everybody i am a male 33 from mumbai india. That is better known as Bombay in the international circles .

What do i do in life ?
Hee Hee!!!

Now this is funny typing my blog i feel like talking to myself OR is it a feeling that i am talking like a radio jockey to the millions of my fans out there ?

All my fans out here , ( at last count only special faithful fan , she is all the fan fare i'll ever need to start and end with ) More about this sweet lady later some day.

I think this is a good enough first posting ? any comments about the same ? Feel free to type in your comments and if you do that ? please ensure you leave your real name ( come on its not that bad is it ?) and a real email id ( so in case i dont like your comment i know who to abuse and most important where to send my abuses ) :-)

* Peace out *